Glitch

I had an entry here yesterday and right when I went to save it, my webpage management app froze up on me. Finally get around to fixing it today and ended up having to delete the app and reloading it before it worked. Find that yesterday’s entry disappeared. So I will give you a cliff notes version here.

2019 is going to be awesome. Debts are going to be paid off, family vacations and mommy vacations are happening. My husband might go somewhere cool for work too. I’m jealous though, as I’ve always wanted to go to Japan, where his job might send him for a couple months. We will see what happens with that though. It would require us getting help with the kids though if he left. We have learned that I am just not equipped for three kids on my own. My stress level just can’t manage. Especially if I want to do the writing I plan to do, as well. Again, that’s all up in the air right now.

What is 90% sure is Disney World in the Spring, life long dream right there. Screencraft Writers Summit just before that. And the Austin Television Festival in June and the San Diego Comic Con in July. I haven’t been to SDCC in many years with a badge. If I get a badge this year, awesome, but I really enjoyed what I did last year too, outside of the convention center. I had so much fun there too. Meeting all sorts of new people. Coming out of my shell in some areas. I can’t wait to get back there. I love my kids, and I know it will be hard to leave my youngest for the first time, but mommy needs to be more than mommy sometimes. Traveling and writing is a part of being that “more.”

Right now I am trying to pep talk myself for handling the kids for New Years Eve. My oldest is the only one who is aware of the fireworks and I think I will just make a big deal out of some Netflix ball drop countdown for kids after dinner tonight. Maybe a little bit of popcorn to celebrate. Then off to bed at the regular time. Because Parents don’t have time for that. LOL

Happy New Year, everyone! May it be awesome for you all!